hartini loy .

DO A LONG IRRITATING POST.

2011-03-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

WORKING IN A LAW FIRM

I like it when people ask me where do i work at and i will say " In a law firm". Occasionally, they would doubt me. I would be like, " dont believe right ? Get yourself in trouble and then hire my lawyer and you'll see me right at the front door." HAHAHA. I doubt anyone from my school would be working in a law firm right ?! I told you a few months ago i wouldnt work in some shitty jobs like waitressing and humiliate myself when i see people i know. But its also shitty working in an enviroment where no one is in my age group. Well, luckily got Shiyin. She's 19 and i constantly feel very inferior when i'm with her. YOU KNOW WHY ?! CAUSE THAT MOTHERFUCKER GOT STRAIGHT A's IN HER RECENT A LEVEL RESULT. CB, SHE GOT ACCEPTED IN KINGS ALSO. goddamnit. Anihoo , work ends this months before i go on a break before school starts.

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON

The idea of this scares me. Actually i'm just afraid of making new friends. K FAKE. I just hate the process of knowing someone new and figuring them out all over again. Therefore, i'm thankful that Luqman is in the same school with me. But I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with us, we have been in the same school for the past ten years and i'm about to see him for another three years. Hahah , someone got to save me. Or he will will start being over protective again. And he will say " you better eat ah", " Must make friends with the right people ah! ". DIE DIE DIE. Most of all the enrollment should really go suck cock. Its such a tormenting and torturing process that i dragged and finally have to take leave on thursday and friday to settle all the enrollment shit. FML. Can i hire someone to settle this for me ?

LOST MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE.

Why not ?

2011-02-20T19:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes , just sometimes , i wonder how would it be like if we did get together.

Maybe, just maybe, all would be good. Maybe not.

Its alright, Its all good.

okayisurvivedtwoweeksofYTFandrunningandskippingandworking.Butnowifeellikedyingalready.kbye.

The not so big plan.

2011-02-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

Aim : Lose 1 to 1.5kg by this week.

Okay so heres the plan.

No point saying 'no food intake'. Who am i kidding , I LOVE FOOD. So heres the sucky part , Yong Tau Foo the whole week . Meh. More vegetable , oh I LOVE VEGETABLE. I'm serious, give me a bowl i'll finish in a few seconds for you. Oh and no more tea in the morning or the afternoon in the office. More cold water, speeds up the metabolism. Walk fast to and fro the bank, thats the only exercise you can get during office hours. Should i start eating bananananana for breakfast every single day ? Hmmm , where to get banana early in the morning. 7-11? NO MORE LOMAIKAI for breakfast, i can cry. Just bananas in the morning , YTF in the afternoon and air in the night.

Get your butt home and do sit ups, that tummy is not attractive with your high waist office skirt. Unless I want to have tummy like Mdm Prema , i should start doing both situps and crunches. Legs looking like the pole at THE CONCOURSE. so do throw some cycling and hanging if you do not want to run. Then SLEEP with legs tied to the other end of the bed and pray it makes my legs longer.

The end, please follow up by the end of the week if you are not dying/exhausted/tired of living.

oh? hi there.

2011-02-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

Its CNY eve and its halfday of work today.

Is it me or is it the time is passing by so slowly todayyyyy.

its like tickkkkkkkkkkkkkk tockkkkkkkkkk tickkkkkkkkkkk tockkkkkkkk .

GOD DAMN IT.

My OPI finally arrive and lemme tell you i spent near 200 bucks on it. fml.

and two of the bottles broke, oh yeaa .

okay will post the photos i take at sk , provided i'm in the mood.

Same bitch in the house.

2010-12-31T22:41:00.005+08:00

I really lost feelings for this blog ever since i dont know. But since its been online since i started my secondary school life, i'm really getting more and more readers and its really earning money for me now, i shouldnt really abandon it just like that.

Well i think for those avid readers, you'll probably hate me so much or find my guts unbelievable. Either way, i'm liking the attention. So do continue reading (Y)

Lets talk about 2010 and how it went for me.

2010 started out just fine, and i find it amazing how time went by so fast. Well we got to admit it , this year was a year i was god fucking determined. Studying hours were longer than it could ever be. Not to mention the gallons of caffeine i slurped. I dont actually believe I took O's and results is coming out in 10 Jan ? School would have been a drag if it was not for theva, my all time deskbuddy. THE DESKBUDDY. He's indian , you got a problem with that?

This whole year, i wasnt involve in any conflict with my classmate. Like i did last year , with cheryl. HA. good times. Well lets not count Janice in. She's a cow and i'll still make her life miserable if i see her. THATS FOR NOT LETTING ME STAND.

Love my fives (insert hearts). Pignic and potluck during recess and well national day and everything together. Never fail to put up with my attitude and been there when i really needed them. So here's to you , Amalina fishball, Hani nyeep nyeep, ZIMAHHHHH !!! , Valerie roasted piggie and my wushie/netbie/baby girl -samantha. I love everyone of you so dearly, lets not forget each other.

Well Shaz came in pretty much to the end of the year, and its pretty awesome to have her around. Ranting about how life is ALWAYS UNFAIR almost all the time i see her. I think she finds me to be pretty much of a joke sometimes. And ever since i've been half insane with the someone i like, not many people are taking me as seriously as they did before. Well , she was one who took me seriously and not to forget syafiq. Well thanks for not cutting off my options.

I know SOME of you are about to kill yourself wanting to know who i like. Like i dont know what you've been discussing behind my back. WHY DO YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME SO MUCH ? oh well . A year ago, i got a huge crush on someone i thought was unreachable and was a total stranger to me. Who was i kidding, he didnt even know i exist. Well not untill 2009 Hari Raya celebration at cck. I think. When i saw him for the very first time, i was so paranoid about how embarrassing it would be if my lashes were to fall from staring at him. I think my friends were irritated by me that night. We became friends after that and i did like him more for a period of time until i thought it wasnt appropriate. And exactly a year after that- September, i'm liking him again. No, liking isnt even a word for it, probably mad insane about him would be half of what i'm making you understand. His different, for instant his a malay, but most of all made me think my ex that i used to be crazy about was nothing compared to him. He's beyond special.

I like Irfan Asli , and the thought of him seeing this does not disturb me. Lets be frank, he wont see this.

So happy new year to all , i'll still be the bitch you all know and i want to see the television now. My life is not boring , you just have to see it in a certain angle. If you think my life was boring, you wouldnt have come back every now and then to see if i've updated, would you? kbai.

Insecure much .

2010-12-15T20:54:00.003+08:00

Its really been a long time since i feel this way. okay, i feel insecure most of time.

But now i'm feeling fucking insecure with both my best friend is not a call away.

Many of you would have already known , Man is away - thousand and thousand kilometres away from me while dinie , work occupies most of his time.

With the confused feelings i am feeling , i pretty much declare my life is at its lowest now.

Work is my refuge , and today i realised i should trust no one. I was given no choice.

I want to sleep and wake being stronger than ever.

ok , fuck it. I AM NOT WEAK.

ME vs ME NEW HAIRSTYLE .

2010-12-12T00:21:00.003+08:00

I'm no longer in form this few days and my motivation to go to work is decreasing like siao after tricia's departure. grrrrr.

I cut my own hair btw and i lost motivation to type further.

I feel so dead without man around , kbye.

My ex boyfriend surprise birthday party .

2010-12-06T20:54:00.004+08:00

I'm actually very hungry now , maggi first .

As i fell asleep on Friday after work my plan to run to man's house and sing to him, PHAILED. And later when i got up, i spend the whole day feeling guilty and later realised in the night when i was talking to him on the phone that he was very unhappy and he went to merajok and go to JB ?!?! MF .

So , being the BEST FRIEND / ex girlfriend / ex enemy to him , i organized a surprise party for him 2 hours before i sleep , luckily got people want to go . LOL. Forced him out of house and he really thought that day we go dating but later i made thousand of excuses to make him walk under the void decks. *whispers , i'm awesome

Haha , glad everyone had a fun day though haikal and shafiq had to go off first because shafiq say budak north nak turun , k thats plain bullshit , they want gay at hirzi's house *rolls eyes

hahaha , who say exes cannot be close. HA IN YOUR FACE, losers.

okay i want to crash in bed , tmr more work , then more and more . grrrrr. Why lawyer got so many case one. SAD TTM .

Need to hire people to slap me every morning.

THIRD DAY LICKING .

2010-12-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

Okay , alot have been asking why am i no longer rotting at home and writing post as frequently.

HAHAH , wtf , thats like insulting me i got no life !!!! Actually i started work recently at a law firm. ITS VERY FAR AWAY and i think no one knows that place even exist. Somemore the office so cold can get fat , grrr.

Luqman's and Tricia's birthday today and i never do anythign for them , GUILTY TO THE MAX.

k i want plan something awesome for sayang already . bye bitch

here to say ,

2010-11-30T23:03:00.001+08:00

FUCK. ALL. THIS. SHIT.

me & him is whut ?!?!?

2010-11-28T13:31:00.003+08:00

Text convo goes like this :

ME : I MISS YOU SO MUCH !

HIM: really ? i miss you more.

ME: How can i be sure of that.

HIM: How can i know you even miss me .

ME: close your eyes and feel it with your heart.

Him : then close your eyes now , and you'll feel more.

* Melts silently behind the phone screen.

minimum rock and roll .

2010-11-27T19:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up sicker than yesterday. So , my temperature is 38.9 and i'm hot , do you love me more baby ?

NUH yesterday w/ dinie to visit Sherry. It was a devastating sight to see her int his condition. She is still cute though despite her being so weak.

Head down to cause way w/ dinie , man & zaqy. I find it pretty lame cause we went there just to watch man eats his dinner *roll my eyes. Though i admit the extremlyyyyyy looooooooooonnngggggggg journey to causeway was used perfectly to sleep. I didnt sleep the night before and some more , sleep on dinie's arms the best cause got superman smell ! gosh i'm so sick , i smell people .

& that fucker zaqy says my sleeping position like i want to blow dinie -'-

home and crash to bed with a fever. Now i refuse to eat unless its mac & cheese . grrrrrrr.

GOD DAMN IT , i need to get a life soon.

eating med makes me look like i'm drunk and i edited this post because the previoous one makes me sound whiny. ME NO LIKE.

kthxbai

In my hands.

2010-11-24T22:54:00.003+08:00

Our batch like so close hor ?! me and my prom date so close hor ?!

I like (:

Prom made me a happy girl.

ps:/ click on my ad below *winks

My date is a french , how about you ?

2010-11-23T10:22:00.006+08:00

First time in my life my hair and make up took 4 hours ! Goodness , i wonder how long wedding make up will take. Make up credits to Irmasusanti tugiman(bold this , tyvm) , without her make up , i would look like many other girls. But her make up was the bomb and made me half unrecognizable. Everyone in the family was happy.

I didnt check my phone , but mikail waited for me for like half an hour ): So cabbed down to prom and we were early, then ass , bing and eugene came then smoke -.- the whole night i was surrounded by smoking people and took in second- hand smoke. They keep smoke smoke smoke , like free flow like that lor.

The activities was fun and all but the real fun was deciding on prom king and prom queen and that the dancing part. I think most of the people in our batch already went to clubs before , cause they were dancing good on the dance floor , i saw a few girls grinding ! awesome shit. With my killer heels, i'm amazed i can still dance !!! Half the time i was dancing with mikail and i swore we both were dancing so hard until we soaked our clothes.

And never dance behind dinie, he dance until so violent ! want dance with him , dance in front of him. & i like to see the people's face around me , look at me then mik then me then mik , like so confuse i so close to him ! hahahah * thumbs up

Night ended and finding a cab was hell , legs starting to hurt , my head was hurting and i was sleepy already. Weijie and one other guy tag along in my cab with dinie. IT took us an hour plus to realise that there were no cab. I'm okay with crossing the road but the road is fucking long and i have to cross it in 25 seconds. Dinie refused to wait , so he took my hand and walk with me.

After cross the road , it took us less than 5 seconds to get a cab -.-

In cab , i dozzed off in dinie's arms in less than five seconds also , and the taxi driver thought i was drunk. See my ass so sweet right , i want sleep , he sacrificed his sleep in cab just to hold me tight to make sure i dont slip off . AWWW ME LOVE ASS ! and he sent me to my door step eventhough his headache was killing him already.

So prom was fantabulous , and i love my french prom date and my ass very much ! Two man that made me happy at prom !

It has been long since i did .

2010-11-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

I know i'm suppose to post on wushu camp that was recently held , but i cant be bothered by it anymore. I'm not saying wushu camp is so bad until i dont want post , it was obviously fun with everyone , and me being the only girl over night , everyone was being protective of me (: I sleep in between guys lei , sweet right ? Except for the fact i cant get to sleep ):

Its been so long i wrote a post about somebody . Really , if you havent notice , it was really so long back in 2008 when i broke up with my ex. I STILL FEEL STUPID ABOUT ALL THAT POST -.-

Please dont bother looking at my archive.

So now , my heart skips a beat again and again and again .

stay up late at night , waiting by the phone for his message. Seeing him skate , fall and laugh at himself from the window at my bedroom. Seeing him watching the movie with his long eyelashes flapping with his big large eyes playing their own drama. Putting my head on his shoulders , hearing his rhythm of his heartbeat . Getting warm , thinking of how our fingers intertwine. seeing him licking his lips and laughing at his own jokes. Seeing him roll his eyes or just sitting seeing him talk. You know the list never end, I feel like i have the world in my hands now.

But no , he's not mine. Not going to be, now or later.

I'm happy the way we are now.

Thing happens for a reason , i'm sure .

5 MORE DAYS !!!!

2010-11-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Before going to SGH the other day , me and my mama head down to to ion to have my favourite SUPER EXPENSIVE padang padang food. Never fail to make me feel so atas lor ! We then crash into DIVA to buy accessories for my prom !!!!

So basically that day was shopping for prom stuff and all , so i'm left with my nails only. Then when we were on the way to SGH , Recoil wanted to held my interview on that day itself ! So after SGH we cabbed down to Marina square for interview and later for more shopping . Wippeeeeeeeee.

My mom so sad , i ' going camp tomorrow and after that , work . SHE S AD ALONE , SO CUTE ! SEE THE SIMILARITIES, WE CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT COMPANION ! hahahaha

I LOVE MAMA LOY !

Quick post !

2010-11-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

Enjoying life pretty much , because i have so much free time , and i never felt that before.

But on the other side , too much time makes me think too much and realised things i shouldnt have. May not be working at chocolate shop but may work with zave aka shi poh at a shop called RECOIL.

At first i thought is a matress shop lor -.- But later know its a mens apparel shop. OKAY ANTI CLIMAX.

You know the song 'Grenade' by Bruno Mars , there was one part he sang , 'Bad woman , BAd woman , thats what you are' or something like that , it makes me feel like he saying bad dog bad dog ! WTF .

Okay, i want go wear make up already , need to hit sgh then town with mama NOW! BAI .

In 32 hours and a half.

2010-11-14T14:17:00.003+08:00

O level officially ended for me last friday.

Apparantly not for everybody though , mao still has chinese paper. Its actually kind oif weird i dont feel happy after o's end , i'm sure there are others like me lor ! CONFIRM . I think the feeling havent kick in yet. THE WORD IS YET.

Friday was spent by staying at home and sleeping , since the past few days i wasnt sleeping well. etc: studying

I think my songs that i download reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy helped me to sleep well.

Yesterday , i volunteered at a primary school and brought the kids to snow city. I took over a class and everyone called me Ms. Hartini . So i learned its rather difficult to control a bunch of small kids when half the time they are running about. Many of them were so excited to take the slide down , but some of them cried at the top because it was far too cold for them to breathe and all asked for either a hug or to be sent down.

There was one boy in particular that made his way into my heart. He looked for me and asked " can i sit beside with you ?" Then he cried , apparently he was too cold , so i hugged him real tight and later bought him a lollipop , which made him smiled happily. Kids are so easy to pleased and knowing i pleased them and made my day , It makes me feel so good and have great sense of satisfaction.

And later in the afternoon , head to causeway point to watch initially 'red' but irfan was so excited to watch megamind, so me being MATURE , let him watch the show. The show was QUITE funny , not really that funny. I want watch Rapunzel ! I think it would be hilarious. OMG . i think i slept in some part of the movie because i was too tired handling the children in the morning. Went home straight right after the movie cause irfan wanted to meet his friends and i wanted my sleep , so he fetched me home .

But later in the night i went to panjang which further tires me and i crashed to my bed at 10 pm. FUCKING EARLY CAN . But i dont know why i woke up at 1 in the morning out of sudden so went to talk to irfan and fell asleep again at 7 in the morning.

NO LIFE.

i want go do nail art and decided to abandon my plan of doing hair extension cause everyone think its disgusting cause its either dead people's hair or horse tail.

K i want go watch my show , bai.

Life is getting exciting from now on .

2010-11-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

One of the reasons of (tittle) is seeing the news of people getting slashed at Bukit panjang. I realised my house not there far from BP lor , only one stop away. I wonder do they do selective slashing ? I dont mind getting slash at my tummy area + thighs area lor , FREE LIPOSUCTION !

But friends whom i treasure so much , you know who you are , take care okay , i am not ready to lose any of you . I may not have much friends due to my bluntness and all but knowing you all tolerated my bitchy moments all these years make me thankful to have all of you around , especially those who were willing to stay awake just to wait for me to finish my studying which could last up till 5am ! LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH * tears rolling down

SEE THE EYEBAG PLOX !

and for people i hate - (eg : JANICE , A. BOMBS !) Please feel free to drop by panjang anytime you are free. Which i think you are free at all times from friday onwards la , i bet all you do at home is look at your tits the whole day waiting for them to grow longer or just read your yellow dirty books.JOKE ! i think you go there they also wont slash you , hahahah , they will run away -.-

I want to get a job at the cocoa tree !!!!!!!! IMAGINE ME SELLING CHOCOLATES PLEASE ! like so cute only , if only their uniform is pink and they wear huge pink ribbons ): Speaking of which , i have already call them and they told me to come down for an interview tomorrow !!!!! EXCITED TO THE MAX. i cannot believe i'm turning down office works just to work with chocolates. I think you will see me eating all the tester even before the stall opens ! WTH !

Going down with dina tmr , and it would be htht time(:

HTHT WITH JINGWEI ON TUESDAY @ taka (: Thank you so much , love you to the max {3

SHENG SIONG CLOSING DOWN .

2010-11-07T13:57:00.004+08:00

I have a feeling that i will cry when sheng siong closes. OMG ! I AM FUCKING SERIOUS.

Compared to NTUC , GIANT , SHOP AND SAVE , i really have great deals at sheng siong. Omg i think i cannot breathe already. OH MY GOD !

Okayyyy , One whole week and o level is officially over ! SO HAPPY . V. contradicting . What the hell.

Bye i need to study and go and survive on gronola bars.

RIGHT INTO MY FACE.

2010-11-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

to you, SINCE WHEN I WANT TO ACT CLOSE WITH YOU. I TALKED TO YOU LIKE 5 out 1000 times i see you . See today who come talk to me one ? seriously , am i just a topic for you to gain friends and also to flirt at the same time ? If i am then i'm honoured , but please be more creative.

Dont say something like " WL, she trying to get close to me lor " to start a topic. Why not do , " OMG , you know nini masturbates herself like 10000 time per day ?! " Since you already planned to lie , then why not risk a larger lie (:

I dare you to tell me RIGHT INTO MY FACE that i am trying to get close to you. Find at least 15 people that would confirm that they saw me and you talked for more than 20 minutes before.

I am not an angry teenager, but an irritated one. Who's fault was it ? YOU. Fuck yourself.

Have my five days break before my Social studies paper, History paper one , Higher malay and science paper 1. Lucky i drop chinese or else it would take longer than a week (:

Anyway , almost got a job yesterday but i think the workplace is too ulu and i'm far too lazy too walk in. FML. shall go search for near public transport or taxi stand -.-

enough of showing my flaws already. I am quite happy for all the papers i did actually (:

Will be prepared for the last week of papers !!!! I WONT REGRET NO MATTER WHAT WHEN I GET BACK THE RESULT , I WORKED REALLY HARD AND LOOKING BACK , I DONT THINK I WOULD WORK THIS HARD ANYMORE.

i want to sing after so long , will be back on 12 nov. OMGGGGGGGGG ! o's is ending !!!!

TIE MY HAIR UP , LETS DRIVE FULL SPEED NOW.

2010-10-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

Will be on hiatus now till maybe 8 nov or 12 nov.

Will be busy next few days because the papers that i want to get my A's on are coming!!

I AM SO EXCITED !

I would most probably do alot of tweeting for the next few days , so readers can follow me at click here!

MUST GET A IN SCIENCE ! burning the midnight oil tonight.

thought of 13 days to end of o level gives me orgasm \m/

orgasm makes people happy. SEE MY SMILE. again.

bi , i do feel guilty okayyyyyyyyyy. only you dont know right ?! hehehe.

i know you are smiling now now now .

Cory Monteith

2010-10-27T11:48:00.002+08:00

Why so hot ? will go and buy a huge poster and put it up at my with love corner in my room.

" with love corner does exist . With alot of photos - me and anne , wushu clan , me and jack , me and mao and many more . Actually there's not alot , just a few love ones (: "

impressed with myself .

2010-10-26T10:57:00.004+08:00

i woke up today thinking i got so much to do in the maths tys ,

but i look at the index page , i did everything already lei .

hahahah , three tys lei all finish le .

i want to faster finish o's then go see noelle work at bugis. On the way buy for my brother bag (:

brother loy have finally revived his blog !!! heheh , go home later i tell you about my ugly stalker.

TEAR YOU A NEW ASSHOLE ! WHAT FUCK.

Graduating hoodies arriving this thursday !!! Walao , if the hoodie not chio , i will just put it in the wardrobe until it disappears by itself lor .

MUST START REVISING GEOG TODAY .

Okayy i want go search for some maths paper online nao .

baibai.

Note to self.

2010-10-25T20:03:00.002+08:00

Got to do this. So i can see it after i get o's results and see if i make a mistake somewhere.

English paper one and two down already ,

speech was abit tough but passable. Narrative was good and i used as much expressions as i could.

Paper two shocked me. It was easy.

Easier than prelim or anything that i set for.

See how things can suprise you.

Am very nervous for tmr maths paper. But i did all i can already , sooo ....

2009 paper so easy , i bet i this year very difficult.

not being confident okay, i did the paper already.

IT WAS EASY .

nao i'm scared.

MY MAIL IS CUTE = I AM CUTE

2010-10-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

Okayy , if you got anything , dont email to my current mail already okay , my mail very flooded already ):

Mail to my awesomely cute new email address !!!!!!!

hartiniloy@hellokitty.com.sg

TELL ME MAD CUTE RIGHT ?!

somemore everything there so pink !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay , remember ah , dont flood my old one .

THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND LOVE MY NEW AND CUTE AND EXTREMELY PINK MAIL !!!!

SEE MY SMILE .

imma gonna crash now to my room with my new big big big mirror , so now my room got four mirrors already !!!! DONT BE STUPID WHEN YOU COME MY ROOM NEXT TIME .

" where is your mirror ah ? " FUCK YOU , YOU BLIND IS IT ! i just wait for my new pink lava lamp to come and after o's paint my room another shade of pink . heheheheheh .

Damn shock lor when i came home and i see the mirror my father put up for me. SO SWEET RIGHT ?! Daddy knows about his lil daughter's obsession with mirrors. OMG , I CANT HELP IT LOR , i cannot get over this .

I came home from somewhere , and the conversation goes like this :

: NINI !!!!!! WHY YOU PUT YOUR THINGS ANYHOW ?!

: give the sian face* and walk into the room *

: * giggling for no reason

: * LOOK AT MAMA LOY POINTING AT THE MIRROR ! OMG !!!!!!!!!!!

okay bai , AM SLEEPY .

I told you baby , i do it better than her.

2010-10-22T12:16:00.004+08:00

i like this photo lor , geek specs credit to sherry *hearts

After o's seem so near !! THIS MAKES ME HAPPY .

Sentosa soon when Murni comes back from tokyo !!!! Lucky bitch got to go on trips

to nice places. Sentosa along with my beloved anne .

Oh wait , great now , no one will look at me. Cause both of them have huge assets. WL !

I promise to bring my camera where ever i go now , except when i am sitting for papers la -.-

But the problem is i dont know which camera i should bring , the bling one or the hot pink one ,

maybe just bring both. SO HEAVY !

Going to brother loy's PTM later. LOL , people look at him then me then him , then say :

" So the older brother in poly already ah , then the sister how old ah , still sec 2 ah ?"

FUCK YOU _l_ Bigger size mean older brother meh ? I wear shades means i blind ah ?

I wear your father's underwear means i your father ah ?

"Dont you find it fun when people hate you and they stalk you every single time ?"

All up on it ,Know you wanna clone it
Aint like me ,That chick to boney
Ride this beat, beat, beat like a pony
Meet me at the top (top, top) , Gettin' lonely

vertically and horizontally .

2010-10-19T13:54:00.002+08:00

hahah , people say i'm growing taller (:

I loike . But i have a feeling i didnt grow lor.

I didnt manage to buy my juiceeeeeeeeeee , BITCH.

I smile everytime i see my POSB acount balance lor , like so proud because i can resist temptation and not spend that money . HAHAH ! I'm gonna be a rich girl when i grow up .

After o's daddy say he going to do visa for me , heheh.

SEE MY SMILE . Bet not many parents dote on their children this much right ?!

SAD FOR YOU.

Daddy should get ready , because he have to treat me & the whole family to an atas restaurant when i get back my results(: I'm already in my third round of revising.

When i get my results , i wont tell anybody first , i would take the bus and rush home to show my parents. OF COURSE LA , parents come first. Only some people who are not appreciative of their parents would think, friends and stead come first. SOMEONE GET ME A BUCKET ! And even if i fail my o's , i think my parents wont scold cause they see how hard i am working to get good grades for them . THIS IS GOOD PARENTs AND DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP . proud of it.

bye.

Familiarity and prom date .

2010-10-15T20:21:00.003+08:00

I think i need time off from all the studying ):

I tend to buy the same things when i visit a certain place. I think i got this safe box surrounding me and i'm very afraid to step out of it . If you know what i mean.

For example ,

When i go to Lot one , i MUST buy pineapple + honeydew fruit juice from the basement store.

At bukitpanjang , i must dine in at the hong kong cafe- Streats. Or i feel very hungry and grumpy.

At jurong point, i must buy chewy junior. At Imm must go in Daiso. At Ion , must eat at the food court ( rice, kungbo chicken & sweet and sour chicken). At far east , must go in marie verton. And the list goes on.

I guess it shows how i live my life. I need to have the same person in my life to feel complete and it takes a horribly long process to forget or to get use a routine with a missing person . hahahah , i feel so emo .

Anyhoo, i bought my prom dress already . SEE MY SMILE.

HAHA , and stop asking so much questions . Questions such as :

What colour is it ?

What type of dress is it ?

Who doing your make up for you ?

Where did you buy your dress from ?

Who is your date ?! IS IT _ _ _ _ Or is it _ _ _ ?!

Tell me is it pink ? is it , is it , is it ?!

are you cutting your hair?

Go and die , you'll know it when you go prom. You never know lor , maybe i will shock you and wear blue instead , or i dont go with make up (HAHAHAHA) , or i bought my shirt from market , 3 for $10 OR or or , go with two dates. HA !

i have yet upload zong xi birthday party photos ): and i havent link berlin up , hahaha . Die .

Boyfriend For A Day project .

2010-10-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

I think its such coincidence that i turn on the television to NICKELODEON and watched

NEDs Declassified and today's episode is chillin' out . ITS GOOD ! And i think ned bigby is hot. Aiya i always think he is hot ! SEE THE PICTURE , HE"S HOT RIGHT ?!

cant wait for o's to finish , really .

not sure if i can do well at this rate , but i think i will not regret.

hahah , now say that , later get o's result , you see me cry . WTF how can i curse myself.

I bought perfume for my rabbit lor ! I like the store owner , she so friendly can still joke with me. See , be nice to me and i will love you . hahah , thats just fake.

shall go kbox after o's with berlin , picnic at zoo with the six , H2H talk with anne , out with bb ,out with mikey &&&& date with my mama . i dont know if et got time to go out with me .

study time naozx.

my bitch face .

2010-10-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

The bitch wants someone to get her honeydew pineapple juice and pens noaz!

i was sitting staring at my red wall , irritated that lot one and bukit panjang is bus stops away, and upset over the disgusting weather.

Please let it not be hot for the next few days !

i am good at this .

2010-10-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

i think i got a better friends than you .

My parents cares for me more than yours.

I always score so much better than you .

I will definately achieve more.

my eyes , boobs and butts are bigger than yours.

Your words contradicts.

You should just cry on how you can never get a normal life anymore (:

why ah .

2010-10-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

Why my nuffnang account always appear on other people nuffnang when i never even view them ah ?

FUCKING IRRITATING.

conversation goes like this :

a: why you view my blog never tag me ?

b: eh you also view my blog lei ! why why you hate me dont want tag me is it ?!

I GOT VIEW MEH ?! WTF . i dont have time for myself , much less time for any other people.

Seriously , you ask me why am i so insecure ?!

2010-10-08T21:16:00.005+08:00

I always ask people whether i am fat , my butt too big or not , my legs too big or not , is my tummy bulging or not , the story goes on ......

My sense of insecurity comes from this,

being born fat is not a good thing , cause when you lose weight , you really have to watch what you eat cause you never know when you will go back to square one.

But i am really happy over what i have accomplished today , still when people say i'm a fat bitch , i am kind of affected. FUCK ! but when i think back on the twenty kgs i lost , i doesnt hurt that bad (:

The next time you want to call me fat , think about what i had succeed , would you have make it this far? would you have tolerated this much ? would you have persevere ? heheheh , who's the bitch now mf.

& for those in primary school , dont want to be friends with me cause i fat right ?! SUCK COCK ! now all want be my friends , you see , just prove my point , ' DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER' is bullshit ! get over it , move on .

just the way you are ?

2010-10-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

CLICK ON MY ADS *pointing below , TYVM (:

Am obsessed with this song now , probably the radio keep playing it on the radio .
And i sing it in class during mock exam , feedback sessions , recess , while shitting and bathing.

Conversation of the day :

: At least Mr TWL looks better than him ( refers to a relief teacher)

: HAHAHHA , of course Mr TWL so cute like jack .

: JACK where got cute ?!

: GOT LA , I SAY GOT ! ( continue singing 'just the way you are')

: His eyes soooo small how to Make the stars look like they're not shining

VERY LOL! will continue singing that song until i get tired of it (:

down memory lane .

2010-10-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

once upon a time,

guy a : can lend me money ?
guy b : okay how much you want ?
guy a : $2 can ?
guy b : $2 only ?! why not $2000 ?

good times , happy enough i had them .

Big boobs and big butts .

2010-10-05T17:52:00.002+08:00

I dont know if you notice, my mother side family are all blessed with big assets.
which also comes with the disadvantages like looking fat and having extreme huge thighs to support the big butt which leads to NO WEARING OF SHORT SKIRTS .
So in conclusion i dont really know having these assets are good or not.

Going out with my friends is good la , cause most of the people will eventually notice my big bum and boobs ( which theva claims is not that bad). But the disadvantage is when i go out with my cousins, eg : anne , people would only notice about her assets and forget about me. Today i went out with her , and there was this couple and they had a conversation that goes like this.

Girl : OMG , her boobs and bums so huge .
Guy : Really lei , you go do plastic surgery lei !
and the girl storms off.

WTF IS THIS ?! No wonder she so confident with her body cause she can make any guy turn on with her boobs lor. She can get any guy she want lor , just stand infront of them , bend down and turn on already .

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talking about this ,
whats with zhi yuan and theva trying to hit my butt everyday. They never fail to make me run around the class just not to get my butt hit. WTF seriously.
WALAO hate it lor , running makes me sweat.

hidden talents.

2010-10-04T16:13:00.002+08:00

My brother dont have talents for soccer , basketball and cant run as fast as me (i run very slow.)
And my brother LOOKS fat , actually you an strip him and you can see his ribcage already , just like me , we are born big. FML.
Eventhough my brother like giant , suprisingly he can dance and today i found out he can fight better than me.
Well i guess the dance part came from my mama while the fighting part comes from my daddy. WHY MUST HE GET ALL THE BLOOD ):
I want to be good at fighting , i want to be able to dance without looking stupid ):
And he is better in his studies also . fuck .

okay , need to study and at least win him in one thing.
at least mama and daddy loves us the same.
something not most of you have right ?!
mama and daddy is always here for us. power of the family (Y).

we are going down.

2010-10-03T21:22:00.002+08:00

Constantly being a good friend, jingwei has been making sure that i am studying everyday knowing that my procrastination habit is constantly there.
studied today , and i guess its alright.

will do a song now and continue studying later not for mock but for o's.
I actually dont know what i'm doing , i feel very out of place now.
Greatest apology to Dinie and perry. I am sorry for being a bitch and replying your messages with one word answers. sorry for not being there and constantly being a bad friend .
Sorry naz , for not picking up your calls in the night , i've constantly been falling asleep at weird hours.
SORRY.

and tell me how am i suppose to feel now .

2010-10-01T20:00:00.003+08:00

First i'm happy , then you made me cry ,
then you cheer me , then you hurt me again , then you want me to be okay again?
Dont even know what i'm feeling now and i'm very irritated by the fact i cant control my own fucking feelings. TYVM .

after all the things you put me through
ooh still i come right back
but now i know the truth
i can finally see
you only want me when you're lonely (lonely)
if i say i'm gonna leave
that's the only time you want me (want me)
next time you need me there i won't make it
another late night call i won't take it
cos now i finally see
you only want me when you're lonely

oh nothing's ever changing
decisions you can't make it
you just think of yourself
and never me at all
if you're with your friend
you just leave me alone
but i won't allow it anymore
so it's stuck on me to move on

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no need text me , yes yes I AM COMING DOWN TOMORROW.
see you all at 9am .
k night.

i made a girl cry , i feel good.

2010-09-29T19:26:00.003+08:00

Open up my organiser and you will see alot of threatens.
Threatening myself.
eg: Better do english compo or die , study ss today or you'll get fucked by an indian OR if i dont do maths by today my boobs will grow until like janice. OMG !
It works okayy , unless i really got no mood.

Must blog about this cause its very hilarious. Damn hilarious , cause everyone is laughing about it( those who who saw it la ). walao, i even take time off study to write this lor , cant believe it.

Apparently last friday or so , we just finish a maths p1 and i couldnt really see the board from the sit beside theva. hahhaha , theva absorb all the light. heheheh
So i moved a sit to the right beside this guy so i got a better view of the board,
and obviously i very friendly right , so i started conversation with the guy. lame topic like : are you sad your parents are working and not at home? THEN ....
the girlfriend , who was also in the same class, looked behind and keep staring at us .
So she keep turning and turning about six to 7 times?
Then her water bottle dropped on the floor and she stood up and stomp on the floor,
seriously damn epic. I think, the stomping = she is angry ? Gosh should have taken a video.
Then she stared at me. Theva , sherry and me laughed about it la , cause its damn funny. Come on la , like that also angry ? The tables were not even joined in the first place and you got so angry about it for ? OMG , SHE IS SO STUPID. So ANGRY , KEEP STARE & STARE. She not happy can just come over slap me lor , but she didnt.
i heard from jingwei she cried after class ? makes the whole scene even more funnier.
It doesnt matter la , she want kill herself also can , i didnt like her ever since i was 13 anyway. Doesnt affect me in anyway.

Its unlucky for the boyfriend , cause the boyfriend seem to be a really great guy but he get a girlfriend that would get pissed over smallest stuff -.-
GND .
me loving life. baibai

i got to start fucking the books already .

2010-09-27T17:48:00.002+08:00

May not blog as often because i promised myself an hour of usage of the computer daily,
this is sad.
twenty over days to o's already and i cant believe i would be graduating in just a matter of time.
awwwwwwww, i'm all grown up.
ok bye need to study .

Boyfriend requirements.

2010-09-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

Come up with this list to remind myself not to tolerate with nonsense.

1.Dont mention of people i dont like infront of me.
2. Forgive then FORGET. dont keep saying the mistake like as if you are perfect.
3. praise me when i do good things.
4.never use vulgarities on me even if you feel like killing me
5.write me love letters.
6. understand my family is a priorty

many more , i forgotten .

I AM NOT

2010-09-20T22:38:00.012+08:00

Doesnt mean i'm not in school and not blogging for the past three days means i'm dead. MF . I look like a have alot of nom noms and alot of fun , but i'm not okayy.
and i didnt gain any weight , tyvm.

Off to malaysia for breakfast and lunch & do some unexpected shopping.Oh well , might as well.

I wouldnt say that the things there are veryyyyyyyy cheap , but still i guess , 3-4 dollars still makes a difference.I was curious on how the bubble tea there taste like since i LOVE BBT, but the pearl wasnt up to my standard. Cost me RM3 and the shop has such _______ name .

Why do they serve me Chicken cutlet with sauce when i said i want chicken chop?! Its not the first time already it happened in malaysia, so i guess fried chicken and sauce is chicken chop to them. Somemore the sauce so little, like stingy only ! I will never eat chicken chop in malaysia ever again. I'll order grilled terriyaki chicken instead, cause apparently to them, ITS CHICKEN CHOP . wtf ?

As i was walking around the malls , i sort of got an inspiration for prom outfit already, i got the fabric already , so i'm happy. For now. Maybe i'll find nicer fabric and keep buying it. WL !

I like my passport cover, very red and extremellllllyyyy love the word ' The Journey.'

Shopped more. I bought alot of perfumes lor ! Look at all the small paper bag !

At least lunch cum dinner was so much better and i like the fried chicken lei !

Last sunday, helped out at sar kong for their latern festival cum ang bao giving. It was great but not many people went down ): eeeyeer . Became a photographer for a day , must improve on photography skills. Time to ask daddy to buy me DSLR.

Today , went to sgh . Tried out the food at the new food cafe. I forgot the name le but the food is damn awesome i tell you , especially the giant otah ! the minced meat noodle was soooooooooo nice also . OMG everything is nice.

Delusional somesay.

2010-09-18T15:58:00.006+08:00

I know many of my readers would be someone who hates/dislikes me. Perharps on how i judge too much, how i talk and not caring about any single thing or for critisizing on other people when i admit i am not perfect. But hey, I really got the rights to say about anything at all and if i am not happy with anything i would say it out. I cant really control what you talk behind my back or infront of me, whether i am a slut , a bitch or perharps a flirt who would flirt anyone i see but what i have in control is what i want to say. I wont apologize for whatever i say, cause i mean what i say most of the time and if you are offended by it then too bad, if you dont want to hear from me than dont visit my site or better yet dont be my friends. You may hate me but dont say things i did not do/ say. If you want to be a bitch , be a better one. I can say what i want & say what i think.You call this being a bitch , i call this having guts. Must i stress we only live life only once ?

I have been having disrupted sleep time recently and i am not happy about it. I think it started prolly since wednesday or so. I got tired from school , reached home and plop on bed and failed to wake up. Or sometimes i try so hard not to sleep and when its time to sleep people make pointless conversation with you.

I'm fine you know if you want to find a trouble with me if its proven that it was my fault and obviously text me at the right timing la , dont you think 2 am is such a bad timing to talk to person who has school the very next day ? Worst, taking o's this year. Fuck , be mature and think. If you did not get good grades / dont aim to score well in o's spare a thought for me, who want to do well and want to get better pays than you. tyvm.

Yesterday, i constantly fall asleep no matter how hard i tried to wake up ): Boohoo. I dont want to disturb zhu tou , so didnt text. Let that zhu sleep. & it gets really bored. Called up Naz to talk and end up rolling my eyes infinity times on his extremeeeeeeeelyyyyyyyyyy lame jokes. Got really hungry too but there was no nom nom at home , see how sad my life is ? & he had to rub it in my face , his mum was cooking for him to eat already . SAD TO THE MAX.

more photos from raya :

My grandfather , obviously my father's dad resting place , together with my grandmother and and my great grand father.

So lets end this post with a quote from a song,

" Who cares if you disagree? you are not me, Who made you the king of everything? So, you dare tell me who to be, who died and made you the king of everything"

will post photos soon .

i couldnt resist !

2010-09-15T16:58:00.001+08:00

i need to buy that camera . i will buy it later ):

kill me when you see me at lot .

better alignment of teeth coming soon.

2010-09-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

I need to do this while thinking how to write my essay. MF.

Went for my dentist appointment at Woodlands polyclinic. I like waiting for my queue number at the polyclinic. LIKE SO FUN ! And its always the same doctor serving me. SO HAPPY.

She is very very nice , and i asked for advise if i should do implantations but she strongly disgaree): So she said i should do braces instead and she gave me the letter for me to make an appointment with the dentist hospital so i can ask for second opinion. BRACES LEI , omg.

All my plans like failing lor. I cannot go LIPO! GREATEST FUCK.

apparently i'm not fat enough and they cant find a reason why i need one.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

i want to cry to sleep today also.

bye.

virginity sold at ebay.

2010-09-13T23:38:00.003+08:00

Its the first school day without me fasting.

NO FASTING = MORE ENERGY

Its been a long time since i talk and talk like one crazy machine.

so today i did .

Told theva jokes which undeniably failed. I wanted to just act to spit on him but i didnt know that i actually really did spit at him. his expression ? PRICELESS.

I just said recently that i am spending far too much on everything already and today i spent more!

DAMN IT. PLEASE TAKE A DAGGER & KILL ME PLOX.

Seriously . I shall cry myself to sleep today , just for today.

I went to get some chio LEVI underwear (what is a difference between an underwear & panties?) today & Hush puppies merchandise.

whatthefag, its like i keep taking and taking and there is something pushing me to the counter.

someone please help me. EW.

But i think the polo tee not bad lei , fuckfuckfuck.

From http://searchwarp.com/swa21670.htm ( go visit & see for yourself what are the top 10 strangest things sold at ebay) ,

#2 - Virginity: An 18-year-old British girl sold her virginity on eBay - but it was bought by a businessman who kindly agreed to give her the money without actually taking the 'service'.

My handsome & extremelyyyyyyyy cute rabbit

2010-09-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

This is my rabbit , he so obedient & i think i would bring him to some bunny competition.

hehehehehheheeh.

My grandma is the cause of baby boom !

2010-09-11T21:26:00.008+08:00

I'm really tired & sick so i shall make this post as fast as i can.
~~i will upload the rest of the photos i have in facebook ASAP~~ uploaded.

Hari raya is here again but i guess no one in the family is reallly in the raya mood due to the dismiss of my dearest uncle.Its the first raya we had to celebrate without him and i'm sure all of us felt incomplete. One less uncle to seek for forgiveness , one less laughter & one more grave to visit. I dont know if it was only me or everyone , i really had tears in my eyes when i saw his newly built grave for the first time. It was just like yesterday that he was around. I hope it gets easier from now on.

Moving on. For those who have known me of read about me, i have a huge family. The least, 50 people. I'm not talking about distant family , i'm talking about close close family. It makes me proud to say that everyone is close to each other and everyone is there for each other.

( will only post certain photos , the rest go fb, tyvm)

The first day was all about being forgiving. Seeing everybody kneeling down infront of each other and apologizing is a a norm. Seeing everybody eyes being bulgy and face being puffy from all the crying is norm. Seeing over 50 pairs of shoes outside my house is a norm. Seeing over 50 people clapping after each photo taking is norm.

CLICK HERE TO SEE HOW OUR BIG BIG FAMILY TAKE OUR PHOTO EVERY SINGLE YEAR !

Also , my big big family would make an effort every year to rent a big big bus so that we could go visiting. SO CUTE RIGHT ?! Thats where all my cousins pop out all their DSLR & awesome and chio camera to take hundreds of photos.

My grandmother have 12 children .

uglehhhh to mad chio camera.

2010-09-08T17:36:00.005+08:00

I'm a person who dont like waste money on gadgets.

I dont need an iphone or itouch , I just need my Baby Belling oven to bake stuff to impress my boyfriends and of course my future husband la.

(I also need my non-stick pans and tons of make ups & clothes.)

Do you think guys will give you a big fuck when you say," You know i have an iphone !!! *shove into his face*"

The guy will just make use of you to download apps and play games -.-

Or worst , ignore you when he get to play your gadgets.

Use the money buy clothes and make ups better.

But i dont deny that we girls need a camera. Who dont want a nice profile picture right?

But i dont like those camera with so high

megapixels , you know why ?!

Cause it will catch all the small details on your face , etc : pimples.

DISGUSTING.

I used to buy my own cameras but all of that fail on me.

So now i settle in with the camera that came along with my LCD tv.

Ya i know free , want to call me cheapo is it ?!

Its just a simple grey piece of gadget that does not attract any attention.

I go to town , take out my camera and no body would be interested.

Worst no one would get jealous! Fuck and you should know by now , i like attention.

I am not afraid to say that i like attention , not like some people criticize me and say like to attract attention and etc , FUCK YOU , who dont like attention you tell me ?

So anyway , i went to bling my camera !!! And i dont know what took me so long to finally go and bling my camera.

I used super glue lei not epoxy glue, come on tell me i so brave !!!

One wrong step i cannot take out already.

My camera is only half done because i got more cookies to bake ):

BUT ITS LOOKING AWESOME!!!!

BEFORE ALL THE AWESOME BLING-ING!!!

AFTER , 3/4 DONE !!!!! YAY

and something related to cameras, something entertaining for you readers !

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

2010-09-06T20:20:00.005+08:00

I went to clicknetwork.tv just now.

& i went to watch about UV tattoos.

Its nice la , but on the other hand its kind of pointless.

It has a shorter time span than normal tattoos (only five years ) and the ink is more harmful than normal one.

Its so obvious lor , the person is justifying that its not harmful by saying nothing is totally safe.

I think UV tattoos are more expensive , i think la. Must be what, like so different.

Other than the money you spent on the UV tattoo , you also need to buy the mini UV light so you can bring it in your purse and show off to selective people.

Wl ! like this also want selective. Want do must as well show off to everyone. IDIOT.

talking about tattoos , karrie brother is telling me how stress he is because he dont know what to draw-.- well he have to constantly draw because he wants to be a tattoo artist. Anyhoo, i told him to draw hello kitty but he just refuses it ! THen i told him to draw stars and he told me ITS GAY. WTF MAN ?!?!?! SINCE WHEN STARS ARE GAY ?

HARI RAYA is coming in a few more days and everyone is getting very busy in the house.

Hanging the curtains, changing the sheets , cleaning the house.

Its like a circus in the house. Currently i'm baking good stuffs. YUMZ.

i think it will finish even before raya , how how.

Anyway , the date of my performance at Lot one is set.

Its on the 25th of september and do come and see how cute i am on stage okay ?

Its at the roof garden from 7.30pm to 10 pm.

There is no more seats or table because all tickets are already bought.

Just come and stand la , its worth it to hear my 5 year old voice (:

Will try to post more pictures in future alright , so wait for it.

Definately a pool of picture on hari raya post !

yes yes yes .

2010-09-06T12:25:00.003+08:00

How do you like my blogskin now ?!

ITS PINK ! heheheheh

i finished editing the blogskin at around 3 in the morning yesterday .

why dont i have the motivation to study until three , hmms.

i think i will constantly change the photo on the left. hahahah ,

reasons to take alot of photo.

MY GRANDMOTHER IS SO ADORABLE.

baibai. my head hurts.

Slutty weather , & fatty slut.

2010-09-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

actually i very lazy to post already . too hot

edited @ 0120

i saw the class photo today!! remember the post when i was very angry with big fatty & oversized janice ?

Dont remember ? Its okayy, click here.

The photo is hilarious . You xin is standing beside her and she is like trying to stand so far away from janice.

GOD DAMN IT , and in the informal photos , she is standing alone there smiling with her mole

on her face. Nobody want to stand with her, awwwwww.

Nobody want to sit with her in school either. So she sits alone at the back of the class constantly accompanied by her food.

If she is fat and nice its still okay , but she cheats in class.

In a mock test still okay , but on a test test.

Then still can smile , why she can cheat and still sit for the test ?! FUCK LA .

people too mesmerize by her E-cup boobs.

once i get out of the school i never want to see her face ever again in my life.

You guessed it , i still hate her.

i wonder how she get her school skirt size.

I CANT WAIT TO TRY ON MY CHARLES AND KEITH MARY JANE SHOES & my package to arrive. please tell me the preorder came in so early that they can send it to me now. (:

no nonsense,

2010-08-31T23:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you think you've connected with someone ,

then i thought since we're close we're best friend,

then i thought she'll know & understand everything about me.

Then i start trusting her & end up telling my secrets away.

Well , to think that someone actually understands fully about you is bull shit.

Actually its okay, you've helped me learned another life lesson.

& Its alright. Your low confidence in your friends shows that you are not a good friend either.

You should really think about it , why do you always get shit from your friends.

You aint that good you know , and i can get better friend(s) than you. I realise that.

So, dont even have the slightest thought you know me that well to say things about me.

No one knows me and you know i can surprise anyone if i want to.

So at the end of the day , losing you as a friend doesnt even affect me one bit (:

My life would be more awesome than yours in every way.

Havent you heard , sometimes you have to let go things before good things come.

GOSH THATS SO RIGHT.

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anyway , did my emceeing today as a practice for my emceeing at lot one soon !!!

Must see me okay ?! will post the date once schedule is out.

Anyhoo, zimah texted me and commented on one of the performance.

I was laughing so hard back stage can ?!

I had so much fun having my 'duel' w/ my co emcee whether Mr chan or Mr lee is better &

Mr lui or Ms chen is better . Fun fun fun .

AND DINIE COMPLIMENTED I'M CUTE ON STAGE.

FIRST TIME MY PANTAT COMPLIMENT ME LEI !!! hehe .

Felt used by valerie again , keep phoon boyfriend here and there.

But its okay i still love my TVHQ , omgggggg.

Sam dumped us for her sleep again !!!! ):

okay will post again tmr about my script meeting & if arina upload photos.

Is getting too much.

2010-08-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

I cannot get my engines started to study .

FUCK SS .

I realised if i wait for mao to upload the photos my post would only get longer and longer.

Valerie teo.

If only we didnt watse our time quarreling last time , we would have been closer much earlier. Really enjoyed the time i spent together with the five. I dont know how they know but every time i am upset they would always hug me even without me asking (: Okay valerie is a very weird person cause she often get dizzy. You know why ?! Cause she tends to forget to breathe when she runs.

26.08.10

It was awesome , really it was. I was flooded with hello kitty items . I got the hk rubbish bin already !!! & Samantha and valerie bought me lumpy !!!!! YOU know how adorable it is ?!

And thank you youxin , jesse & jing wei for the hello kitty, IN PINK ! hahah. Thank you noelle for planning a surprise which i ruined in the end , hehehe. & Amalina got jealous when i cried for luqman's gift instead of hers. Luqman sang me his rendition of 'Happy Birthday'. Second time this year. & Did i mention i ate so much birthday cakes? FATTY.

Sakura International.

Last friday i went to Sakura (clementi wood's outlet) w/ jack and mao. Had so much fun with them. Got disgusted with their moaning sessions. Food was awesome and i dont get why jack likes the sausages sooooo much. I LOVE THE SHARK FIN ! Was served by a ridiculously mad cute waiter. His name is Edmund, whose ass wasnt as tight as jack's. Jack was a rich man that day cause he treated me for all my needs like cab fare and the food fare. Me love jack and mao.

The most fun i had was running across the streets surrounded my scary looking trees and houses a few thousand times with both at them. will upload photos when i get hold of the photos.

Flag day.

Annoying and sweaty day. I got irritated with the loud voices people. Wonder how a person can have such a big mouth and had voice as loud as a loud hailer. GDI. How can it be called volunteering work when we dont even volunteer to do it. WF is this ?!

I LOVE JACK AND MAO .

2010-08-28T19:47:00.001+08:00

i would post if mao had uploaded the photos already .

OFF 2 GEYLANG NAO......

I say everything .

2010-08-24T18:17:00.002+08:00

I think this year birthday would be very awesome.

Not a huge celebration but a few small celebration would be more than awesome.

Cant wait (:

I want my pink rubbish bin now now now .

Life is sucky , school is sucky everything is sucky.

I miss THENG !

Time stop moving , i'm boiling inside.

2010-08-23T20:59:00.004+08:00

"The price of hating other human beings is loving oneself less."

-Eldridge Cleaver

Not in school and ran with sam's 40.

Feeling out of place and i need to ring val up.

Missing theng , dinner this thursday.

Moving too slow , getting on my nerves, when is o's going to end.

Get out of my way , move.

*hearts

2010-08-19T21:29:00.001+08:00

" My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
The warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love" "

like a bitch i am.

2010-08-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

I'm a compulsive liar.

I lie about almost about everything.

I'll lie & make you believe that a lie is the real thing.

I'll make you love me , love me so hard.

Then I'll break your heart into pieces.

You'll never stand again & this is for how you treated me.

I HATE Studying.

Dear you ♥,

2010-08-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

I hope you'll be a good boyfriend.

I hope you can make me happy every single day and not let the relationship be

filled with constant arguments.

I hope everything will change for the better.

I'll learn again.

i shall write a full page essay about how can we persuade people to save the enviroment.

fuck shit.

One ticket to nowhere please.

2010-08-15T20:02:00.003+08:00

Fuck it , i'm in deep shit.

Why isnt brendan picking my calls .

Mf.

I dont time.

It aint the end of the world.

2010-08-15T14:12:00.002+08:00

party like, likes its the end of the world

we gonna party like, like its 2012
you know that it doesn't matter
as long as we got each other

Went to see inception yesterday with brendan.

The cinema should start saving gaia and increase the air con temperature.

wth .

Lup dub lup dub .

2010-08-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

I miss the way you wear your shades. Miss the way you strum your guitar and dance for me.

I want somemore , hit me with an encore.

Omg, i feel so guilty now.

Dump my people last minute ):

I WILL GO THE NEXT DINNER DATE !

i cross my heart.

I'm always sleepy, seven sixteen.

2010-08-11T20:44:00.003+08:00

i like hearing old songs because it reminds me of who i was.

eg: leavin' , told you so , accidentally in love , kau inginku miliki

school is still a drag,

fasting is great.

Hurt Locker is a great/ awesome movie.

panadol acti fast gives fast effect and my eyes is half close.

I cant wait for my birthday.

NOM NOM sessions with alot of people.

i want someone at my door at midnight.

but no one would dare to cause it seventh month & my floor got suicide case before.

one more minute to history.

we run out of reasons to be together.

bye sluts.

let the enemy die cock stand.

2010-08-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

Why jesse mcCartney so hot ?

WHY ?! Why ~

i want to sleep tonight and dream about jesse .

NOW.

Lovely weekend.

2010-08-10T17:36:00.003+08:00

Been out every single day of the short weekend holiday.

Went swimming last sunday and it was awesome.

Its been a long time i swam and i want to buy a pink goggles ):

Celebrate National Day with family, watching salt.

OMG SUCH AN AWESOME MOVIE !

mama loy was very happy at the end of the movie and she keep putting her thumbs up.

Angelina jolie is so pretty ):

This is hilarious !

2010-08-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

This is not a parody lei ! Its showing in Singapore on 16th September. FTW .

i ♥ my mama loy & daddy loy.

2010-08-04T19:42:00.005+08:00

I think i am going to watch avatar with my mama loy & little brother loy this friday (:

i think i have the best family ever !

Whose mama is nice to hug & extremely caring ?! MINE !

Tell me how many people come back from school and see their mama waiting for you at home

so you can hug her if life was being a bitch?

Tell me how many mama will wake up early in the morning to cook up a bento for you just because you feel like doing so ?

Tell me which mama would tell you if your crush is cute or not ?

Tell me now !

My mama loy is my life , without mama loy means i got no life and there wont be a meaning to life anymore.

See how important she is to me ? Very important okay.

Dont see her now she very chubby okayy , she last time one chiobu okay.

Mama loy got alot of people going after her.

her hips then is smaller than my hips now okayy !

Daddy loy is an awesome man also. I used to hate him alot though but now i realise i wasted my life time hating him. My daddy is very funny man okayy. My father look very cute right ? But if you ever dare lay a finger on me, my father will kill you. Skinny but strong. Where do you think my wushu interest come from ? hehe.

the left one is my daddy . HE DAMN SKINNY.

love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.love love them.

They made me happy daughter. Determined to make their lives better when they grow old and grey .

I am going to rock the town.

2010-08-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

I am going to dance till i reach the moon .

My eyes are defiled today.

got tons of work yet to finish.

Only a few more weeks to O levels.

I pray with all my might i can get into the course i want , or else i dunno what else to do.

prelims can go suck theva's dick.

My allowance is running low low low.

I like buying unnecessary stuff that would end up using up the space in my room.

I hate myself for this.

deer not deers.

I'm going to enlighten myself with Snickers mini .

tonight till the sun rise.

2010-07-31T22:27:00.003+08:00

I am strong.

affairs of the heart.

2010-07-29T19:21:00.004+08:00

I hate my heart , cause its always telling me things i shouldnt do.

& today, i'll let my mind take the lead.

I feel superior.

slept so late last night.

& i really hope brendan and jack would see my effort put on the card for them.

Dont think i need to wish them anything here, i just pray whatever i tell both of you come true.

It aint worth it.

My life is such a drag.

i feel like sleeping every three hours i'm awake.

GDI.

i want to sleep & wake up later.

bYE.

i think so la .

2010-07-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

I MISS NOELLE.

i think i study history finish le. I think only.
& i plan hao le (:
I'll get messy tmr with zhi yuan &
then kissing plan w/ mao will go on smoothly.
pray pray pray. I know mao cant wait. hehe .
CAMERA LIGHTS ACTION!
Best day we will have , for the week only.

I'm dancing this dance with you.

2010-07-25T12:22:00.003+08:00

Two more days and prelims is over.
I will not slack today.
I will study after i bath later.

Recently i keep dreaming about things that i'm not suppose to dream off la!
WTF IS THIS.
& when i tell theva my problem,
he says, " dont be a slut/bitch!"
MF then he laughs so loudly.

Please please let me pass emaths T.T
& you know what , my brother is going to take pure sciences next time!
ewwwww.

I will eat lightly until jack's birthday celeberation this TUESDAY!!!!
eat eat eat then inception.

ITS RACIAL HARMONY DAY AGAIN !!!

2010-07-21T19:59:00.004+08:00

" So if you tag me , what happen arh ?" Mrs Tang said.

Like family potrait !

JACK IS WEARING MY DADDY's CLOTHES .

Fond memories.

I wore ethnic clothes for 3 years already.

i cannot believe i really am finally graduating this year .

But i'll really miss everyone.

>Me {3>

I AM VERY EXCITED FOR THIS TUESDAY (:

can dont study already ?

2010-07-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

can i dont care about geog and give up on prelims?

shaiful say," GO AND DIE "

Was having tuition just now and me and tuition teacher saw this couple

showing extreme PDA. MF .

in MACDONALDS LEH !

grope here and there. And walao still take tissue wipe the cum, tell the girl sit on top

of her and do hand job for him. WTF.

get a fucking room la.

Tuition teacher manage to capture some parts but not the exciting part though -.-

I was damn distracted by it la. OMG.

Well , some people i really not close to keep asking who i stead with.

If you are close to me, you'll know about the three months curse.

And i found out that , if i keep telling people about my relationship,

more and more people will get involve in it.

The more it gets, the more complicated it gets for me , and this will eventually

lead to alot of problems such as people say this , say that , i believe then DIE!

Well, if you are really important i'll tell you. * winks*

will upload the video soon (:

Venice , Tamil tigers & Protestants.

2010-07-19T15:15:00.002+08:00

Science prelim was not bad lei.

Easier than thought.

I'm 7/9 done for SS.

go maths tuition come back and then geog memorising.

AUGUST IS COMING, August IS COMING !

fuck those who say i cannot last long in relationship. MF.

BIRTHDAY COMING SOON ! yay yay , more yay .

i'm kind of excited for the friendship day.

wear my chio golden dress.

After o levels...........

1. REPAINT MY ROOM INTO hello kitty PINK & SHADE IN HUGE HELLO KITTY !

2. Throw all textbooks & clothes and make way for new clothes.

4. GO FOR MANICURE.

5. Go waste money on useless stuff.

6. Sleep.

7. Find job.

lets dream about it first.

SS Again now. bye

sex on the beach is awesomely sexy .

2010-07-18T13:50:00.003+08:00

losing my sanity soon.

memorizing three humans in one day then do amaths is not a good idea actually .

thank god no tuition today.

Whats with people saying my relationship is complicated ?!

WHAT IS SO COMPLICATED ?

After prelims despicable me still showing or not arh ?

how about inception?

DAEM~

i will sing a song and continue memorizing.

when is bi waking up , when is bi waking up ,when is bi waking up , when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up, when is bi waking up?!!!!!!

BYE.

Cameras, Lime light , Autographs.

2010-07-16T16:21:00.002+08:00

What with the essays being so dull ?!

Sail , Sailing , Sailed away.

no life .

2010-07-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

my phone receive nine messages and i cannot read it.

MF MF MF MF MF MF MF MF !

"baby you spelled strength wrongly " -baby

ag.

" actually i dont want t o hear about it. " - perry

prelims tmr. damn it .

The old lanes .

2010-07-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

My handphone is dying and i had to switch to an old cheapo LG phone.
Oh you know those 7-11 , $68 one.
You got to do all means to survive okayy !

Anyway , this Lg phone got alot of memories attached to it.
Which baby dont know but i will infrom him right after this post :X
A few years ago , i had messy & dramatic relationships.
I didnt had much friends then too cause i realised i cant really manage boyf & friends tgt .
But i had one friends who despite me treating him so badly still stayed by my side and endlessly
pei me through the torturous nights.
Friends like this are friends that you should cherish and remember.
And this guy i'm referring to is Perry.
I Kept his message in my old phone still.
He said , " i may be an ass and tell you to break. Neither can i sit here and do nothing"
Being stubborn , i didnt listen to his advise and so as expected i was hurt much more than i deserved.
You see, you should learn to listen to people's advise. Especially those who really care about you.
Perry really helped me that time , constantly being there for me and definately shaped me into what i am today !
Stronger and better. Balance my relationships properly and definately no longer 3 MONTHS CURSED!
Cheers to PERRY YAP !

On the topic of the past i felt that all the hating and all the shit w/ my exes wasnt that neccessary. But it was a lesson learnt. Now i'm friends with most my exes (:

Lastly, i must stressed that i'm lucky i have my baby around. Baby is really my pillar of strenght. There for me whenever i need him. Always just a phone away. ALWAYS. Being patient, kind , extremely caring , he's just someone i simply adore. Hor baby ? He's always showering me with food full of fats and definately try to buy for me things that i long craved for (: Wipe my tears , find for me my broken pink glass, LOVE MY PRINCESS HAIRBAND !!!! , buy shirts that i choose for you . OMG MANY MORE. BAYBEH, i calling you & telling to read this part already.MUST SEE THIS AND CRY OKAY ?

BYE.

If we ever meet again.

2010-07-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

major distraction in life : computer !!! fml.

spent an hour in the toilet w/ jingwei talking about things - bikini , prom & centre parting.

felt relieve i finish studying my chemistry already.

Did i tell you i hate maths? I HATE MATHS !

I CANT RESIST BUT....

Why is anne's RJ questions all so ridiculous ?

Why am i eating the same thing at school everyday?

Why is my fingers so chubby?

Should i do centre parting tmr ?

Why am i so fat ?

When is o's going to end?????

(insert a lot of words here)

That's a long post. Let's study . Okay, sure. Really ? YES MF !

Worth it?

2010-07-11T19:43:00.003+08:00

Not being emo.

Maybe its the wrong thing. Maybe i disagree so much.

Maybe i hate it so much. But maybe you wont do it anymore.

So i gave up and let you be and do it your way. Maybe its all for the best , maybe its all a lesson.

Maybe it makes you happier, maybe this will make us have one less thing in common.

Maybe you forgot how happy i was before all this happen. Maybe you never notice how i was before all this. Maybe just just maybe i will stay this way. Maybe i'll be happier this way too, less hurtful too, Maybe. Maybe one day you'll realise and you head uturn . Maybe you realise it before its too late. Maybe i should stop thinking about it. Maybe i should stop lying and says it dont bother me one bit. Maybe i dont have a say. Maybe Maybe Maybe.

If only it was only really maybe.

who's your friend.

2010-07-09T22:31:00.004+08:00

got freaked out last night and got paranoid that maybe just maybe all my best & good

friends dont know what colour i like! Dont call me crazy, it happens okayy.

Baby most definately know all my favourite this and that la.

So i asked my girls and jack whats my favourite colour and i was very happy and extremely

touch when all said , " RED AND PINK !"

I WONT REGRET CALLING YOU ALL MY BEST FRIENDS !

you have to wait for good things to come around (:

bought a hello kitty ring today ! so mad cute.

i very tired lei , but my stomach still full ):

bai with a very sad tone.

more shit i found @ facebook , second debut .

2010-07-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

remember the girl i talked about yesterday ?

i went to facebook today and she came to talk to me again lei !

walao so thick skin, people dont want talk to her already still keep bothering me.

fuck fuck fuck . i'm starting to feel afraid already lor.

stalker lei !

Sarifah

hi sorry about yesterday because i was very angry with my little sister because she always disturb me when i am playing..... i am sooo sorry about yesterday.... i hope u forgive me....

5:01pmSarifah

hello u read already

put that aside. Noelle made a visit to my house after we eat and then i started to panic cause

i never bring my key along and there was no one to rescue me.

no one is at home and her hands are too skinny and long that it can pass through my door to get the key behind the door. I cant lei ! emo already.

pathetic shit i found @ facebook.

2010-07-07T18:32:00.005+08:00

i cant help it but to post this up instantly.

Okay there is this girl called Sarifah aishah @ facebook .

name very lame already but main point is ,

everytime i online she keep saying hi to me and its very irritating so

i choose to ignore it until today .

walao she is so persistent to be my friend but i dont want .

Why would i want to be friends with her la , waste my time on small kids only .

MIND YOU I GOT o's THIS YEAR !

and she called me a losers ! I have an army with me leh -.-

obviously she doesnt know what is the meaning of ccb and fuck off & even shut up?!

have to go send the brain to MRI cfrm got problem.

go have a great laugh.

wt . & after that go offline. humji.

Sarifah

6:18pmSarifah

hello

6:18pmMe

do i know you ?

6:18pmSarifah

why

6:22pmSarifah

can we be friends

6:27pmSarifah

can we be friends

6:28pmMe

i dont make friends with people i dont know .

6:28pmSarifah

why

6:29pmMe

cause i dont , bye

6:29pmSarifah

why bye

6:29pmMe

cos i dont want to talk to you ?

6:29pmSarifah

OKEY

FINE

BYE

LOSERS

6:30pmMe

talking about yourself bitch ?

6:30pmSarifah

so...

6:32pmMe

shut up and act smart .

6:33pmSarifah

so what

6:33pmMe

just shut up . ccb

6:33pmSarifah

huh

u say me stut up

then i was not listening...

6:39pmMe

-.-

shut up is stop talking not hearing .

6:40pmSarifah

WHATEVER

6:40pmMe

hahah , look who's the loser now !

6:40pmSarifah

you are the losers

not me

6:41pmMe

eh losers for alot of people la . go school diam diam blajar sudah la. fuck off.

6:41pmSarifah

so what

my wish la

6:42pmMe

hahah k bye

6:42pm

okayy i want to watch my show and go study.

I MISS WO DE BABY ! kbai.

If i am a tree would you save me ? innocent eyes

2010-07-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

Why am i not studying still? pfft.

v. angry with myself.

anyway , my birthday next month hor !

go mark in your organizer.

Dont ask stupid question like what colour do you like or what cartoon you like hor.

ITS All shades of pink except baby pink and i like hello kitty tyvm.

Food @ ion yesterday was superb, like always.

Outing with mama & my aunties was also awesome.

i like family bonding, dont you?

bought a bag, a jacket & cotton on undies.

and suddenly i came out with something!

okay bye !

how long can you go ?

2010-07-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

i havent tell you this .

i went to genting and bought for theva this squeeze ball the shape of a breast.

you know the type inside got the gel , oh yknow.

the guys in class took turn squeezing it and by day 2 it became damn saggy. wf.

why do guys compare dick size.

Are they that insecure?

& glen say my neh neh is big. WALAO!

Compliment i get from today, " you slimmed down lei" - brendan tye chi bai (:

i know your top secret already !!!!1

My butt got heavy.

2010-06-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

i woke up so late today and got lazy doing anything.

lazy to go pee , lazy to go doctor, lazy to study

but not lazy to eat , wf is this ?!

I would eat shit if it helps me to lose weight yknow.

Do you feel the stress for o's already ?

OMG ! i told mr kong this and he said you better enjoy it while you can.

On the topic of Mr kong, he saw me doing the waka waka dance and he laughed la !

WTF man. ag ag ag .

Brendan said he dreamt of us being in sec two.

& he said it was 'nostalgic' .

How can he throw such bombastic word at me ?!

Well who knows what it means right ? so i checked it up and it means :

A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past.

Felicia and Harvin send me home on tuesday and i dont get why

they were constantly laughing at every sentence i say.

I'm always the joke and not the joke itself.

hmm , i should consider being a comedian. (no thanks)

Who likes xiaxue?? * waves hand frantically*

I think she is fucking awesome la.

Sam always ask me who do i idolize and i would say her.

She's a living example of how a person can live life to the fullest.

so learn from her.

I love myself. bye.

thats ten for now .

2010-06-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

Why do people act like they know me ? Its sickening.

1. I'm materialistic. So why not LV or gucci ?

2. I love food and i easily get fat .

3. My dream was to be a national day singer but not anymore.

4. i dont like people talking behind my back , but infront of me its okay.

5. i dont mind being known for the wrong reasons.

6. I dont control what i say , so i say what i want to anytime/anywhere.

7. My voice is deproving at a steady rate.

8. I like to do theatre alot , it helps me express myself.

9. I judge people alot .

10. I like taking revenge , its an entertainment.

To the G-E-N-T-I-N-G .

2010-06-27T21:24:00.005+08:00

post next time , kbai.

GENTING HERE I COME !

2010-06-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

i'm leaving for genting early in the morning tmr (:

will have tons of photos when i get back .

am very excited(:

noelle is too , and i dont think we can get any sleep tonight .

sheng siong @ seven

2010-06-17T15:12:00.003+08:00

hello you , you and you ! i know you missed me. Been enjoying life studying and avoiding junk food on most of my days. fml. Its torturing sitting at home the whole day with a pot of well- cooked crabs in your kitchen. I wanted to go out, but no, everyone else is so busy with their life.

me: want to go out tmr ?

this person : cfm w/ you soon , text you.

later to find out she went out with her friends, ftw.

kaya toast and tea , shengsiong @ seven. The weather in the morning is f. awesome la. i like today (:

these two pictures are taken dinosaurs years ago. Quality time w/ mama @ town.

I was thinking if orchard recently had a flood , does it mean they will have sale for their damage stuff ? Well i think they should have it. Maybe a 70 percent sale or something. I dont mind bringing the clothes home and wash it myself.

I dont know if you have seen this video or not , but i find it sad- for the frog.

I think the frog should go for counselling after being raped like that. BUT , its impressive that the monkey could think of a substitution to satisfy his needs . okay watch watch .

bye.

i'm being gang fucked by my textbooks.

2010-06-09T22:23:00.003+08:00

look @ all the pimples that are invading my used- to- be-clear face ):

i am feeling the stress and my confidence level is decreasing everyday.

i want to have diarrhea. can someone poison my food ? f .

okayy , i ate two bowl of soups with fourteen spoons of chilli padi & i dont have any tummy ache nw. FML.

my brother's gay partner apparently can sing very well. My mama and me was impress la. motherfuck. IT WAS AWESOME !

i RSVP-ed for Reebonz already {:

i cant wait

wet nightmares! FTW

2010-06-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

THE HOLIDAY , boom ya .

2010-06-06T21:18:00.001+08:00

17 MORE DAYS to holy shit THE HOLIDAY !
cant wait cant wait cant wait.
times pass slower when you are waiting but when i'm there time flies so fast.
like mf .

bye.

tired feets & heavy eyes.

2010-05-29T20:05:00.004+08:00

Reluctantly woke up at 8 to prepare and meet Jannah .

To have a hearty breakfast then queensway shopping mall !

i MMS this to make baby wake up and be jealous and it worked

Queensway shopping centre was fucking close when i reached there so we had our virgin attempt on the love test machine that we realised later on was just another con machine & i scored the highest score anyway . SEE baby how much i love you !
We seeked refuge at IKEA !
LOOK AT THIS PLEASE , SO CUTE RIGHT !?getting daddy to buy this for me.

& when the shopping mall finally open , we went to buy royston's printed jersey (which he pestered me for like forever) & guess what i saw on the shop's display ?! MY CLASS TEE ! awesome shit .

I HOPE BI DONT GET MAD SEEING THIS POST. i'm going to genting with my family in the june holiday and guess who else is coming with me ?!NOELLE !!!!!!! WE WILL HAVE A BLAST ! bye bye .

guy's ego and pms , fml .

2010-05-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

Recently , i got issues with everyone , or is everyone purposely trying to get on my nerves.

ag ag ag ag .

& i'm seeing alot of retarded , idiotic people.

eg ,

venue : NTUC

time: 3 to 4

there was this guy who bought like 50 big mineral water and paid the cashier with five cents coins. OH COME ON ! i literally looked around to see if there was any camera and maybe it was like some 'just for laugh' episodes la ! omg , and he counted every single one of it .

eg 2 :

Venue KFC

time: 4-5

there was this woman who stood at the counter and points to the menu and asked if the thing got 3 or 2 piece chicken , OMG its a picture , count it yourself la ! and she took like fucking fifteen minutes and realise she only wanted a cheese fries ?! MFB !

anyhoo , library periods are gone , and there are several facts that i learnt :

1) guys think girl kissing another girl is hot , D.N.M.S .

2) girls with tongue piercing do better blow job , this is acceptable.

i dunno if i should go down jp to see their dance or not ):

how , so indecisive.

baby's word of the week : G SPOT .

so i'm not moving .

2010-05-21T20:22:00.003+08:00

i'm a fucking liar , so take your risk to believe my words.

its gonna be a roller coaster ride , baby dont you see.

you dont hold on , you get off the ride , so i'm begging you to hold on tight

and dont let go of me.

life's such a bitch this few days.

dedicated to bi .

"Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving," - the man who cant be moved